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ARt It in love deticated to lisa donovan ...so to blind follow law (or) provide judge based on predefined writings is the only thing i can see should bee the problem with me in beeing reconiced by a shrink lol, i doubt it is going so in contrast to everything is fine, then there should be no problem in letting me out to work and do my own, it is a big shame on shrink also beecause i want to believe that they are doing a good job but "hey see me im right here" doesnt work and they are talking over my head, lol dumb sheeps, i want to provide better than them toward life (obviosly) is supose a treath toward there stabillity ..whatever.. so bee patient with me and these writings, there is a point in the end, so bee it and let me sing in dream dance, it could bee my weed use that might send them a flicker, but that is a very weak could to provide in contrast toward that they take my freedom, just for miss on a apointment with shrink, they msu think im a treath to society but they obviosly dont know my story and there by act on predfinitions written on paper and aint my actual state of mind beecause they don ttalk with me they talk to me ,the glass is obviosly half empty ;( it must bee my weed use but that is aint going to cchange i doubt it beecause it doesnt do much, like sniffing to a glass of redwine, but to trigger toward a bad judging, i on the other hand should aint in feeling bad for screwing the system beecause they call me sick lisa, so funny a contrast they make in my life, all wrong haha!! so i get my pension as early retirement is a fact i like comes from my ant, so piss import ant and i sir den lisa have a intact karma, so bee it and bee my judge :D to nothing lisa it is just funny in my live so lolz :D is a contrat i dare to say open toward that people sir den lisa can bee evil if they suspect funk them an that is open to question in life as a purpose criminel im aint criminel and i would feed bumbs again if i get the chance witch i dont beecause i dont search it, but those credit cards i fraudet with the owner get a full refund is the loose thought that provide a advantedge upon withdraw money to buy pizza to bumbs i ssort of what i just , then the owner of the card suposly just have to live as a bumb, i doubt it lisa bu toffcause it is unfair it is life :D so bee it and call me a privileged person beecause i am in cabable to leave my past without a trace beecause i have a good family i dare to call leave ready as 12 years old beecause i want to hang ou tlisa it is very important to have good friends but most is dead and gone now..bad luck i guess pulled the coensidence toward leaving life to early shit happens, so be it and belive in garden of eden instead we could just calebrate paradise in whatever lisa as long as it suit you i guess im all in then...it just sux that the shrink dont take time to talk with me now that im a good person and deserve, whatever, but supose i deserve punishment for screwing the system to avoid jail bbut it still is aint in legal to give me medicament :d we can allways sew them but allah provides better when i just eat my punishemnt as human is providing and without eny question.. so i love you is aint but i might have the abbility is sir den ted a argue worthy why i choose to write these texts is aint in free choice but i need to let it out, so bee it and take your time, i literally have all the time in the world and im aint a bragger (or) begger hmm lolz ;) so bee it and confront you inner experience, what do you expect of me? lolz... haha funny gurly dont consider hows :S